Why must it be?
That I go for something that I told myself not to go for.
Why must it be?
That I put in too much too early. When I told myself not to.
Why it must be?
That I can't bring myself out of all these shit that I am putting myself into.
And yet I tell myself. Hold on.
Why do I keep doing things.
Is it because.
Do I really?
Sigh.
This gotta turn out to something good.