It has been a while. And yet.
It seems that nothing has changed.
I still am as confused as ever. The feeling of wanting to but not daring to.
There's just to much to take into account.
The wants. The needs. The circumstances. The joy. The pain.
The risk.
I'm stuck.
And yet, I don't think I'd be out of this mess pretty soon
Feeling the same way I was.
The last time I penned down my thoughts.
Why?
It gets tiring.
I want NOT TO think about it.
I have better things to do.
