The Hideout

Rx: Disappointment

nobody@vox.com(Apothecary) — Tue, 02 Sep 2008 03:54:37 +0800

This is one feeling that I hate. To expect and be dismayed.

To wish and be disappointed.

But why? Why the hell am I affected?

Can I not care anymore?

~~I want to give up.~~

But can I?

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Rx: Music

nobody@vox.com(Apothecary) — Sat, 23 Aug 2008 20:54:47 +0800

Fly Away

Everything's still a blur.

I don't dare.

As much as I have been very tempted to.

You said you would choose music.

~~Can I be the music in your life then?~~

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Rx: Stuck

nobody@vox.com(Apothecary) — Thu, 31 Jul 2008 02:54:51 +0800

It has been a while. And yet.

It seems that nothing has changed.

I still am as confused as ever. The feeling of wanting to but not daring to.

There's just to much to take into account.

The wants. The needs. The circumstances. The joy. The pain.

The risk.

~~I'm stuck.~~

And yet, I don't think I'd be out of this mess pretty soon

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Rx: Still

nobody@vox.com(Apothecary) — Thu, 10 Jul 2008 01:43:56 +0800

Feeling the same way I was.

The last time I penned down my thoughts.

Why?

It gets tiring.

I want NOT TO think about it.

I have better things to do.

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Rx: Confused

nobody@vox.com(Apothecary) — Thu, 26 Jun 2008 17:29:22 +0800

Kelly Clarkson - Beautiful Disaster

Why must it be?

That I go for something that I told myself not to go for.

Why must it be?

That I put in too much too early. When I told myself not to.

Why it must be?

That I can't bring myself out of all these shit that I am putting myself into.

And yet I tell myself. Hold on.

~~I'm just hurting myself.~~

Damien Rice - Cannonball

Love taught me to lie. Love taught me to cry. Life taught me to die. So come on courage, teach me to be shy.

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Rx: Father's Love

nobody@vox.com(Apothecary) — Sun, 15 Jun 2008 14:51:27 +0800

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY PA! :)

Although I am not very close to my Dad, I know that he has been very supportive of me and the things I do.

It was nice seeing him a few days ago. It has been long since we last saw each other. :)

Here's a song dedicated to him.

Luther Vandross - Dance With My Father Again

If symptoms persist, consult your physician

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Rx: Rent

nobody@vox.com(Apothecary) — Fri, 06 Jun 2008 05:17:08 +0800

Rent Life Support Song #2 (Will I)

Will I lose my dignity?

Will someone care?

Will I wake tomorrow from this nightmare?

Take two 5ml tablespoonfuls every 4 hours

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Rx: Purpose

nobody@vox.com(Apothecary) — Wed, 04 Jun 2008 00:10:08 +0800

Why do I keep doing things.

Is it because.

Do I really?

Sigh.

~~This gotta turn out to something good.~~

Take 1 tablet every 8 hours

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Rx: Missing

nobody@vox.com(Apothecary) — Wed, 21 May 2008 21:50:37 +0800

I love it when you call.

But you never call at all.

Why is everyone leaving? =X

~~But wait.~~

Take with hot, but not boiling, water.

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Rx: Mother's Love

nobody@vox.com(Apothecary) — Sun, 11 May 2008 16:16:04 +0800

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Mama, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH! :(

我爱我的妈妈。她是最好的母亲！

And yet, I had a weird dream today. I woke up teary eyed. It was about my Father. Such a weird dream on Mother's Day.

I guess I do miss them all. :(

Once you're away from your family, you will realise how difficult it is not having them by your side. Especially your parents. Sigh.

~~Homesick.~~

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